Wishing and hoping and praying...

I check our agency's forum at least 3 times a day - looking for any post that has the "R" word in it. We sit at # 2 on the "unofficial" list. (The person who is #1 is also waiting for a sibling referral). I have mentioned a time or 12 that I'm really not a very patient person. That is Steve's department. But how much patience can one girl be expected to have. I just don't want to wait anymore. We just want to get on with our lives, move forward. Stop living in limbo. The last couple of weeks have been slow. There have been a few single infant referrals, but not siblings. It's really hard waking up and thinking and hoping and praying that today will be the day - only to go to bed thinking and hoping and praying that tomorrow could be the day. It's exhausting really. Some day this will all make sense. Some day we will forget the wait and the moment that phone call comes everything will be as it should be. But really , CALL ALREADY! I hate having to raise my voice.